Cleaning House, Releasing "Energetic Hooks," and the Coming Shift

2009 has been a truly phenomenal year for me.  In honesty, it has actually been the most amazing year of my life.  I feel that I have learned and grown so ridiculously much within that time period that it truly has made my cute bald head spin.  I am more fulfilled than I have ever been in my life.  I feel I am expressing more of my true vocations, passions, loves, excitements, and my life's work than at any other time in my life.  Every day my life has become more and more filled with joy, pleasure, bliss, and ecstasy; indeed exquisite to behold.

A significant part of this glorious unfolding has been the integration of several powerful transformative practices into my daily life.  While there have been a great many that I have, and continue to explore and implement in my life, there are certain ones that I feel have made the greatest impact on my day-to-day experience.  These transformative practices are:

1.) Brainwave Entrainment Hemispheric Synchronization Affirmation CDs (that I created myself).


2.) Polarity Therapy (both as a recipient and as a practitioner).


3.) EFT/WHEE (I just discovered WHEE, but find it to be exceedingly promising).


4.) 5 Tibetan Rites (I practice these every morning to begin my day).


5.) Entheogenic Mushroom Journeys (done on a consistent basis over several months as a sacred ritual, using intuitions).


6.) Meditation

Now, one thing I should mention is that the effects of these transformative practices were not usually evident immediately.  Rather, they expressed themselves over time, in both subtle and profound ways.  One experience that was very noticeable (especially with polarity) was that any unfaced emotions, difficulties, dynamics, and the like, would bubble to the surface.  Mind you, although I crave learning and growth, and I tend to dive headlong into challenging situations, this was really not fun.  In fact, for weeks on end, I was in my own living hell, dealing with all the "stuff" that I had hidden inside myself and refused to face.  After this emotional debris was cleared away, however, I felt immensely much more connected and in-tune with my true nature, with a much lighter, more peaceful perspective on things.

The learning and growth that I experienced while practicing these methods caused changes and shifts in my level of consciousness, understanding, and perspective that have remained with me to this day.  In fact, although I just stabilized after once such (quite major) shift in awareness, I feel as if I am on the verge of yet another leap in understanding and awakening.  I can feel it brewing under the surface.

As I've cleared away beliefs and patterns within myself that are not in alignment with my true nature, and come to new levels of understanding and awareness, there are a few interesting things which I've noticed.  One is that as I clear more internally, the rest of what needs to be cleared becomes much easier to perceive.  Also, because I'm now more aware of what does still need to be released, the physical manifestations of those dysfunctional patterns jump up in my life, as if they're saying, "Hey!  Look at me!  Face me NOW!".  While, again, this definitely isn't so fun when it happens, it can be a powerful catalyst for learning and growth if I don't fall into my same old reactions when these patterns are activated.  One fascinating understanding that came to me while going through this process was that if we release our "energetic hooks," then negative emotions, situations, events, disease/illness/sickness, and the like, can no longer attach to us.  They simply slide off us like water off a duck's back.  I noticed this very experience in my own life.  Even if there were perhaps certain limiting beliefs that I still held on some level, when they expressed themselves physically, it was not directly in my own experience, but came to me through someone else's experience.

Intuitively I feel strongly that this process of facing and releasing our internal limiting beliefs, AKA "cleaning house," is very important at this time in our history.  As we move closer to the Great Awakening of our species, it becomes more and more critical that we each individually and collectively deal with our "shit," so to speak.  Doing so will make our transition through this shift much easier than if we don't.  For those who do not do such internal house cleaning, the closer we get to the Shift, the more difficulty they will experience in their lives.  The reason for this is because the energy is intensifying and accelerating immensely the closer we get to this point in our history.  This energy is basically forcing us (we're forcing ourselves, really) to rediscover our true natures within ourselves; to awaken to who and what we truly are, and in so doing is making us face all those internal imposed limitations that keep us in bondage.  If they are not faced and released, however, life will become increasingly more stressful, and difficult, and out of control.  If we do choose to do our internal work now, then life can, and will, become more and more amazing and fulfilling each and every day.  It will simply flow much more easily.  To go through this Shift easily, our energies must be flowing freely.  All blocks must be faced and released.  Period.

The choice, as always, is yours.  You can choose to consciously face your limiting, dysfunctional beliefs, patterns, and perspectives now, or choose not to do so and be forced to do it later, with immensely more difficulties associated with the process.

In any case, prepare yourself for the ride of your life!