Riding the Waves

The past few years have been quite a ride. So much so that my original intention to make regular posts to this blog fell by the wayside. So much has happened and has been happening, that I don't even know where to begin. Also, the immense shifts that are occurring in the collective consciousness of Humanity are expressing themselves in my own life and awareness as well. This process has been fucking challenging, amazing, fun, way not fun, exquisite, breath-taking, and just a tad difficult to put into simple, linear thought so as to be shareable here. I've gone through some really bumpy, dark, unpleasant times recently, but thankfully, especially since the New Year, things seem to have opened rather dramatically. I finally feel like I've gotten through the hardest part of this shadow-bubbling-to-the-surface-to-be-burned-off process, and my life feels like it's flowing much more easefully.  Basically I just want to let anyone who might be wondering know that I am, indeed, still around. I do, also, still have the desire and intention to make somewhat regular posts here.

I have waited my entire life to see what is now unfolding in the world. There is so much awakening, healing, integrating, opening, and ridiculously potent shifts in awareness occurring, and it is beautiful to observe. There is a hell of a lot of scary, dark, unpleasant stuff going on too, but when you keep your sights on the body of the butterfly forming in the dying form of the caterpillar, you get a glimpse of the astounding possibilities which are rapidly emerging in and through every one of us. When a caterpillar forms a cocoon or chrysalis, it's body begins to dissolve, and new cells (called ironically imaginal cells) begin to appear. The caterpillar's immune system, however, which is simply determining self from not self, does not recognize these new cells as self, so it attacks them. Many waves of these imaginal cells are destroyed by the caterpillar's immune response. More and more imaginal cells keep appearing, and soon they begin finding each other and clumping together to form new structures. Eventually so many imaginal cells arise that they and the new structures that they form overwhelm the immune system of the caterpillar, and the body of the butterfly is born. This is exactly what is happening in the world and in the collective human consciousness at the moment.

Take heart. Things are changing very, very rapidly now. This process will not be stopped, so relax and enjoy it. ;-)